Miracles or Not?

Your stalker is not just your stalker

I do believe I have inherited those that stalk other people sadly just as other people have probably inherited mine

That is not the way I want life to be at all!

Which is why I keep writing in increments my feelings thoughts and if any, new personal takes and findings on my ongoing experiences through the ongoing problem.

Its a very concerning way to live or feel you have to do things. I believe in myself and what i am trying to achieve. But it is concerning if you dare question how you might be seen in the eyes of others. In fact I don't bother and thankfully have gotten to the stage where I don't feel like I care anymore and that is not out of the intention of wickedness or with the intention to be cruel to anybody!

The Strength needed to fight and find Justice!

Just don't feel like I have it probably maybe I may have never needed despite all that has gone on!

Where do I trust?

What do I trust?

Who do I trust is not worth asking because the answer is no one!

Who is well enough produce a better result?

Seen as someone to continually target by those who have no gauge care recognition or perception of how what they set up would make someone who has done nothing more than cope and survive what has been thrown at them feel. The contradiction in my mind is to loathe the day I will need to pay into a system which currently supports those who want to see people pay cost for their behaviours! Behaviours they cannot stop suffering from or those they deliberately for cruelty sake continually use to control to abuse someone in power. Or to empower their own cruel wicked abusive ways.

In live make sure you have seen everything like it

Then you wont fall for the first unusual person you have seen

Here's a tale

Back in the day when immigration was in session she fell for him

She'd never seen anything like him

She curled her either side straightened the back and wore it straight down

She took care of the house he went out

She got beaten up when he got back and lived and loved with that because trauma was not known to be that back then!

But they always had a ready to entertain clean house!

An interracial hell made into like a happy haven!

Question is: does abuse stop....no that’s not it....hmmmm......hmmmm.......does crime......nah....let me think about how to rephrase this...what is the concoction that makes abuse stop if person in authority are in some way connected to a person who needs to report abuse or a crime or intended crime? I read some years ago the spouses of authority had been often disregarded if they dared to report being abused by personnel of high standing or otherwise in authority? If true and it no doubt is....how did the crime or abuse lessen? I want to know the ingredients of the potion that automatically wiped away the abuse or crime and made all the bruises and going psychological damage automatically disappear? Which miracle is it?

So...last year 02/2020 I finally caught trespassers on camera in my home Tresspass Intrusion in Progress

Tresspass/Intrusion in Progress on 23/02/20/23:23

Days later local officers attended my messy home after I attended my local station. Now i don’t know that is connected. The culmination of which I was told “that’s you!”  ok so chin out it was more than a bite to deal with. But I just got on with it. I share many of my self healing journals of art poetry online in books I mentioned experience. Done, I’m happy to move on. Fast forward over a year later and I’m here “that’s you" frequently as it is part of colloquial Scottish  dialectic for want of a better way of putting things. Which often refers to something being done, finished, or over with? I leave a question mark because I’m sure there is a  better explanation.

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If someone accuses you of Being someone you are not or doing something you didn't. Authorities have made provision for complaints. But do you know, well you don’t be because  this is a  blog but then again depending on who reads this maybe you do. I felt that to complain would lead me back to the trap set many years ago, when antics around me forced me into complain due to concern not only for my self. As Mother I was about 2 years into Motherhood before we were attacked by relationship gone bad and I will now say an ongoing campaign of stalking has continued. Can you imagine the effect it has on children forced to grow up being stalked? There is always worse cases out there but this is hard difficult and bad too. It is very natural for kids to rebel or so it is said. However, domestic abuses can sadly see children struggling to cope with the horrendous circumstances that occur become hardened toward the very problem or person you are trying to avoid. A lot of that is how weak abusers can make a person. Using all kinds of techniques to distract and disorient the person’s they are abusing toward their abusive persuasive will or intention. For not reason most times other than jealous manipulative cruelty.

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When stalking or a stalker turned burglar can end up gaining so much access to your life despite your best efforts to stop or thwart them. You face constant criticism and complaints that whatever you say or do is tantamount to a complaint or telling off of others, when in fact it is the opposite. You are trying to get on with your life, and before someone suffering from the need to stalk despite their bravado that a stalker may not be able to see as such. You are trying to save lives not end them which is what happens when no one responds, or when no one responds properly. Having said that stalking can be incredibly complex to understand or deal with that may due to possible activity being varied therefore it may require more than one area of law to stop a stalker in their tracks or before they harm themselves or anyone else! But what happens when person's rich powerful or famous becomes sick or gets into the state of the need to stalk some who at the time maybe poorer that they living hand to mouth week by week, if that?  It is the most awful feeling to find you have someone who cannot see how to take back hold of their life from the obsession in their mind which might be due to some kind of malfunction in their brain which keeps their thoughts stuck or looping on this is you I need to restrict stop or control!

When I was in primary school SW6 I we learnt this game. Look at a person who has their back turned to you until they touch the place you would have been staring at! 1970’s. After the abuses I have faced especially  whilst driving I wonder how far long has that game come on and been developed?

For those that may read this blog if know this is: 

#LaviniaDeAyr

I am not a journalist or a member of the press!

I am a Self funded  Artist & Self- Healer and share my personal journey in a autobiographic way through creative writing music and many other art forms!

I fund my life By working as a UK Lorry Driver when and where there is work available time permitting!

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Unfortunately, recently since about 2018 I experienced an increase of abusive situation on the road. In the past week alone they were several more with one 3.5ton driver with non uk plates not driving by as usual seemed to be try to extract or attract some kind of attention, why that is I do not know? For those that do see me out on road please behave without distraction which includes: bike riders trying to lean into vehicle. Leaning back off bikes. Flashing lights deliberately in a destructive or deliberately obstructive manner. This abuse has gone on so long there have been times when at my wits end I have just driven with lights on full beam which believe it or not saw most abusers cower down! I do not understand your protest?

If any!

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I generally work for agencies who call the shots basically in every area of every booking. I can only go by what is said and what is offered as pay. At times when errors had been made I advised and returned monies immediately.

There is nothing more I can do than that but had just realised an area of misunderstanding which maybe being used as a reason to create retaliation?

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When I can I write to express and heal myself once I began doing so it allowed me a greater insight I feel into the experience of being stalked and also the way oyhers respond!

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Also Lavinia De Ayr aged 56 just for those who keep getting me confused with someone else!

How much resources do stalkers use?

Truths and Falsehoods

It costs to stalk someone doesn't it?

Not that I need to ask

It just stands to reason that you need resources to do anything in life

Even if you find yourself down and out and homeless you still are using some kind of resource 

Clothes

Cardboard box

Pavement street

Most of all your own human energy there is always something a human being has or needs from another human being whether we like to admit it to ourselves or anyone else or not!

Stalkers pay to stalk

Someone who feels compelled to turn up everyday around someone who may not even know them or had or has become so sickened by them they cannot even stand to havr them around, despite making it expressly clear they no longer want them in their lives but as a result the rejection triggered the other person into a psychotic level of needing to stay in that person’s life or remain in some kind of contact to that person which makes them pay in some way every day to annoy=stalk in some shape or form the person who turned them away!

 

Regardless of the trigger is a stalker pays. They invest money time and their life's energy in trying to control something which no longer exists!

Stalkers always pay!

A stalker is also some one who has become so sick or has no brain function which will let them know they are so sick that they automatically are MISusing all resources available to them?

Either way a stalker pays!

A stalker will always make a misguided investment?

True or False?

A stalkers perception of what is worth it is scared, blinkered, flawed? 

True or False?

Nothing a stalker decides to do adds up correctly?

True or False?

Always?

That is exactly what the illness leads to one way or the other whether that be time, money, or energy. It is also a debt forced upon who ever is being stalked as their energy can be forced to become misaligned their brain becomes de-activated by whosoever stalks them?

COARSE WORK part 1

A stalker is someone who could possibly be seen as someone who might automatically owes a debt owed to someone or everyone in society true or false? 

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Especially if found to be wilfully carrying out their antics especially if very rich and incredibly powerful and astute in how they continue to carry out what stalking activities they create and are doing? True or False?

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For some reason or the other there was an intense presence of a...how should I put it...It really felt like someone’s very jealous needing to want to stir up jealously toward themselves? 

It has been the most bizarre detail to witness, feel, deal with, dismiss or resolve!

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Seeing drivers twisting and contorting their bodies whilst driving to either look up at vehicle mirrors, cameras, driver or to pass on telepathic messages through an exposed area of the neck! Which is bizarre enough especially if directed toward one who is clearly an expressionist who can communicate in a very direct manner what would the need be? Years of guilt? Years of using and abusing some who never had any clue that it was you? All this time? Even though everybody else knew it was you, all this time later?

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Without a doubt some one like me would be seen as perfect fodder for anyone out to take advantage of anyone who shares so readily and so freely. Many people sick with the need to abuse often see freebies and as a way to get even more instead of Being grateful for what has already been gifted!

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COARSE WORK part 2

To stalk someone in real life is a dangerous game if Only seen as a game?!

To stalk someone is a costly and dangerous way if Only seen as a game that needs to be played and not as a serious clinical condition that needs an ongoing large investment to tackle and successfully bring to recovery, treatment, justice, and closure?

What chance does someone have in life if they never knew until it was almost too late that all their parents did by following all the correct guidelines by sending them to nursery, to school  meant they were actually sending their child into the hands of life long predators that would go on to capitalize on that child’s life and every decision and move that child made in life in every shape or form? Because who was really able to properly be checking back in the day that each an every child or person was safe when so many were left so broken after war? 

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During the many years of my life a stalkers have affected it still took me many years later to consider possible motives. Suppose the man who stalked my late Mother home during the early hours of the 60's thought somehow her work at a hospital had somehow affected him and his family?

Suppose variation on a theme of faces that each family has wasn’t true and their were 9 wicked midwives who were having a laugh deciding to send all the babies born in that week home with the wrong parents and have a laugh about it there after? Which left people like me believing they had been born and grown up in the wrong family? Given that birth certificates are registered and written up way after the event of a birth possible or not impossible? To have birth certificate signed off by the wrong innocently unsuspecting parents? Considering back in the day some babies were handed straight to a midwife and whisked away to further care while mom got some much needed rest?

 Whilst not wanting to cast dispersion on the profession it is some how now easy to see where it could all be so possible?

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It’s a horrible and awfully illness to stalk someone despite how glamorous and funny it could be made too look. It can leave in its productivity and malfunction so many left trying to heal from so many lies, deceit, rage, anger, defiance disorders, spite, and slights! 

But what is continuing to keep society constantly testing and putting people who are willing to speak out about the hell, cost, mental and emotional anguish, and adversity they are continually forced to live thought on a daily basis, what is it that is keeping society from attacking the messenger so to speak?

What would the cost of protesters, terrorist, or corruption look like if stalking was mentioned as being part of them all?

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Normalisation = Fear of Treatment!

I was not but 00:37 into my journey along the M25 just prior to A40 M40 turn offs when a white volvo jeep-ish looking car  possibly lingered a bit then drove passed me. 

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I had slept earlier and had just had a reset power nap. I was doing fine. My energy was not ungrounded! But by the time I noticed this car I began feeling weird. By the time the jeep sped off toward London bound turn off I realised my energy was being pregnated with a drowsy feeling again!

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All that night for some reason almost every time I saw a 3.5ton van with a tail lift drive past me I almost fell asleep or went into some kind of trance moment?

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What started out as randomly finding intruders trespassing into my home now looks like possible Art Stealers attempting to whisk away works? Also 2 Stalkers I was not aware I had! 

Needless to say that whole entire journey had been deeply unsettling!  I took the risk and turned the camera on myself and made a short film called: As Though My Life Don't Matter!

I felt uncomfortable as a lorry with international plates drove passed me then hung behind me.  I had long been suspicious the 2 stalkers that I caught on camera intruding into my home were possibly UK based European or international people and lorry drivers? 

At a later point in my journey I just managed to catch sight of a very slim girl no longer driving artic but now behind the wheel of a  3.5ton van.  I could feel not only a gaze but as though a pin was being driven through my butt through everything inbetween toward my left thigh! Perverted it felt like. Recently out of pure shock a defensive mechanism kicks into my imagination jam packs it with ideas of projective ways to thwart each passing problem driver. Normally, that is not what I do. I never grew up with any exhaustive knowledge of things like chakras or anything new age apart from learning about astrology...but with incidents of  competitive anger any single drive I undertake any time I drive on a motorway almost every driver that drives passed me now seems unable to do so with out try to issue some form of attack or distraction or some kind of motion trying to explain themselves or something else? It feels like to me I'm seeing gangs of car drivers suffering from some kind of delusion or the other. Since when did anyone pass their driving test  and be taught to distract and annoy and bombard with lights drivers who drive vehicles 40 ton and over? Which sane issuing authority whose intention is not to kill people would authorised any of its personnel or the general public to treat anyone that way? This ongoing experience feels like to me certain drivers have become convinced they are sending some kind message or are communicating something which is  generally unfathomable to me at least. (Bit like my writing!!)😂 Recent trends have seen drivers driving past punching their mouths out - putting their fist in their mouth seen if you observe a driver as the pull infront of you. Another one is a raised arm with a bent elbow. Raising arm and curling thumb and index finger to left side of their heads.  what's that all about? Until either one these occurrences began happening every time someone drove past me and then each time a drive acted out these weird motion and I felt my energy pulled toward each driver that gesticulate that way did I realise how incidious each incident  hand become especially when I could see and feel specific drivers waiting till they caught me attention to play out an incidious act!

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Driving is hard enough and does not need any added fuckery! Work ing as a driver and trying to keep up with anxiety filled trauma based is bad enough for my brain and for me in general. Like with all my other creative works in not here to shout down anybody. I remain as galvanised filled with hypocrisy and as flawed as ever opportunist and bad ass whether I intend to be or not...and I don't intend to be I love a hassle free honest truth life and communication. Old age keeps me busy enough I need to no other challenges, thank you very much!

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Media and most of all social media as said before is part of our daily lives and is the most recent way to help grow business and advertise products. Even though it does not completely replace the door to door face to face contact needed to really to get  products and services sold!

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Once using social media be it building project boards or liking works of influencers/content creators/or anyone healing generations of pain especially legally everybody has a way of contacting somebody! I say that with the emphasis being on safety or being able to be contacted safely! Though you never know what might happen to you once you do take to liking or sharing somebody elses work with no ill or bad intentions, or what might happen to you when you are  genuinely moved by the words, experiences, products, or services or expertise of others!

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To continue with the topic of distracted whilst driving and  possible attempts by some to normalize stalker activity! 

I'm going to get very creative: Summer 2021 for me seemed like Competitive Jealously à la carte! 

I tried not to allow any deliberately distracting/possible destructive drivers to distract me or trigger me! It has not been easy it has been extremely tough!

 Out of the back of nowhere a character emerged that I have decided wrong or right with all due respect to refer to as a: Mr Worm Bowl! Because I don't think that it was a Mister=Man I was seeing in my offside mirror as I was driving, I think it was a woman...and I also think the "population" of a variation of a theme of faces that all of sudden I felt forced to notice dates back to a dangerous pattern of what seems like a passive form of stalking I first experience when I first left home and went live in Kennington around about 1982. 

Though the "disguise" of this individual looked familiar - famously familiar to someone else. I have experienced too many mind games and too many stalker types appearing to be in the same vicinity which hopefully is something of nothing. Having experienced competitive jealousy hardly anything can be trusted not even someone who appears to look like someone I may have given a thumbs up to on social media!

The individual that appeared to appear was a very well dressed van driver for some reason it would seem as the sun had risen and the day got bright there this character was somehow managing to drive at an angle, as if their very long slim arms were curve holding a huge bowl and outstretched at the same time perched on their seat looking up into my mirrors as though they were about to jump into my cab!😳🤯it had all felt quite intimidating for awhile! It was definitely unwanted attention for me at least. This individual was always smiling and look like they were definitely try to communicate with me. But whilst I'm driving? Why would you want to do that? Or feel the need to continue to feel to be distracting almost passively antagonistic 40ton in weight of a vehicle which is from  13 to15ft high why wouldn't that compute to somebody as something not to do? Why would that not be seen as potentially dangerous unless it is and is being carried out as a form of slow attempts of murder? What could possibly going wrong with that person the inability to hide something any longer? Worst yet for the 2nd time this is an individual who had a similar look to me, but there again that could be plastic surgery or part of the disguise of the "big act!" they be using or trying get away with? Everytime this driver finished their threatening behaviour toward me whilst driving  around me. Once they took off up the round I don't know why but I would feel like a hollow feeling or sense of abandonment, like a feeling of failure and loss as though I was to blame. Though there was a strong sense of knowing something around this individual they just seem to pose a real threat and maybe an even greater risk? Maybe they are Somebody who just doesn't know how to communicate something they really need to share or would just like to share? Maybe they are just a bully from back in the day I don't recognise? 

COARSE WORK: Can you see and feel how utterly exhausting this is? Living in the dark so to speak? I'm almost to scared to say that for what anyone might do to put me the dark because the overall situation remains very retaliatory. Since mentioning these strange scenarios of drivers doing strange stuff in mirrors whilst driving past me, though this is not just happening to me. Came home to find the mirror in the communal lift had come off the fixtures in lift!😖mad coinincide eh!

Whilst back in the day before I was stalked my response might have been different just due to naivety and the hope that in connecting to new people would be really positive and not end in the deceit and danger stalking is!

For being stalked to be allowed to get to the point where almost every moment of every day is at some point one way or the other controlled and predicted is exhausting and it is a moment to moment battle to remain sitting on my hands! But that is part of the reaction wanted. I am not going to lie at all so many times I have nearly lost it! 

I do not want to shrink for my responsibility for the way I respond but I feel forced into the anger I feel I am deliberately made to feel which remains very organized, acute, and even intimate physically, sexually, passive aggressively psychologically violently possible in some cases psychotically done! Its beyond hatred the need of it all. The need for it all to be done day in day out. 

Does the need to cause someone else to have a nervous breakdown come from someone or a group of individuals who are in the midst of constantly having a nervous breakdown which they are constantly trying to disguise and normalise?

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When does that moment come when she finally realises that you are not what she or he accused you of Being? When do they move on get treated recover and find closer and eventually leave you alone so you can finalise closure and continue getting on with your life?

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A lack of closure or support for all domestic abuse incidents ongoing or otherwise if ignored or not within a legal category in one form or the other can feel like the level of violent abuse that was forced upon you is not valid and just something you should accept as part of everyday living despite the medical damage it can do to you!

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I will state this again:

After about 4 years not working driving in the transport industry which was stalker related. Don't business now it was just too much of a set up of coincidence that it would the same possible person who would be telling me there is no work would years later be getting me started again and giving me work again. Maybe by now im far to jaded and hurt by what has been going on.

In 2014 returning to job was rough. It was not just a case of someone looking like an imp in there nearside mirror. It was as though the whole social  housing estate took off after me every driving shift I completed. As if that was not enough who so ever this gang of drivers where they would pull infront of the lorry weight from 40ton up to 16ft in height. To this day I do not why other than morbid jealously!

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When it comes to calling up of normalisation. I feel I experience that as an experience spread out and more likely used and quite possibly issued by someone with a brain or behaviour that just cannot change for whom there is no way out. No response to any kind of treatment or any punishment therefore no possible possibility of recovery. A person like that may have accrued a level of bravado which any ordinary responsible may find very difficut

to negoitiate. As anything they cause abuse or disrupt a person with will be quashed in their mind or authority as nothing to be resisted or suffered. Because this type of person may not have any kind of brain function that will enable them to respond emotionally to the feelings or anguish which their actions or responses can possibly cause another. All their responses to whatever harm or crime they commit against others to them is felt as better to be dealt with by making their victim or survivor do all the work of adjusting to what they do rather than them taking the responsibility on themselves, as an individual, collective of individuals such as: a family/cult/group/sect! It comes across as a deep seated fear hidden behind order, duty, or the creation and cause of very blatant destruction and ongoing chaos!

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Was returning home recently shortly after I filmed  #asthoughmylifedontmatter where I talked about being continually unessecarily forced to be faced with drivers constantly bombard with pestering style light flashing. Only to be leaving town and for a 101 police van to come up beside me and carry on with the same shit to be blunt. Now due to this experience I cannot confirm or deny the vehicle marked up vehicle was actual marked driven by a properly trained officer could have been anybody else driving. About 6-700 miles away about 24 later same crap same cold and chilly feeling of lights impacting flesh how that happens I don't know. I don't know it is as though someone is tryimy leak a could to me but why? I am not interested being forced to observe police in a marked car or unmarked car. Why should I be forced into forcisation over it. But that has been the continual subtlety of ongoing psychological abuse. Why give such information away? Old age is enough as far as I am concerned. But that kind of ongoing police pressure has be pressure since 2007 to 2014 after which time holding thumb to index finger seemed to mean to silence. But why would it be a necessary for any to shut me up? Why would what I say or film be so bothersome that they will have to react to me in such a threatening way? These are people that go out of their way to come find me so they can use whatever their illness or disorder to abuse me? Why is there always that ugly need to use force and not respect an individual's choice? Something went wrong around 2006 think thats the right  years when I just seemed to built up as a threat to people, without mistaken identity it would appear being considered. That abuse has since become more and more blatant. Between cyclist motorbike rider catching sight of me driving then automatically maybe hypnotically leaning or almost falling off their bikes. Or doing the one handed ride as they pass me on road? 

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Though it had crossed my mind before it only recently became solidified in my head that the level of violating behaviours I have been forced to experience not only appear to be on the scale of an intimacy and grudge seeking revenge stalker but it also feels like possible  dangerous sex offenders, and those that defend them or make it very easy for them to have a legal defence!

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Faces in the Crowd?

I am so thankfully grateful and blessed to repent and surrender to the forgiveness purpose and power life is!

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Is the pre 60's stalker back?

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How many of our parents were stalked back in the day long before to stalk a person was properly recognised for what it is...parents who would have lived and died without ever realising the full effect of the danger they were potentially in, and the full extent that would have on generation after.generation? 

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For about 6 months clairaudiently or telepathically or whatever way you want to call it I have repetitively heard inside my ears "She's a nurse!" "She's a nurse!"

Well! Yes she was! My late Mother God Love and Bless her soul worked as a nurse. I distinctly remember mention of a man that used to follow her down the road in the early hours singing her name. Back then it sounded like an hilarious folk tale and tail!

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Waking up to calls about further fraud attempts on my account, something went off in my head which triggered a series of thoughts!

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I dare to include my thoughtfilled findings as the following: suppose a stalker goes on to become a killer intentionally or otherwise? (whisked off never to be seen again does not mean a successful audition!) Did that pre-70's stalker stop or carry on attacking us all as a family without any of us ever knowing how to understand why the root of ongoing problems had occurred?

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Recently, for the purpose of my own self healing I decided to make a distinction in my own mind about how and why my feeling thoughts and memory were or had becoming unwilling attached to certain people or the memory of them. It can be an incredibly painful exercise all around. But it can also help with detachment/feelings of abandment/re-alignment of self to attract who you really want in an all round healthy way. 

If a distinction can be made between who you essentially had to mix with like: people who were your parents people. People you had to go to school with live or work with it may help you make better relationship based on who you truly are rather than power other than yourself.

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 In really positive cases your parents friends school work church can all be really great jumping off points for life long mutually faithful loyal friendships or even relationships. But what happens when that is not the case because unbeknownst to you a stalker has been winding you up and grinding you down since the first year you were able to put your feet on the ground or first moved to a new country and it takes you 55 + years to ask who really had the influence over your life?

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People you thought were your parents friends or friends of the family who turned out to predators secretly preying on all you had it have as you try to come to terms with and manage possible areas of brain damage, spiritual and emotional strain and damage? Untold things and negative effects and other damages if let's just someone had not been allowed to continue to develop a very unhealthy potentionally dangerous very long term "interest" in somebody else.

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There are many cases where by a stalker just moves on. Thankfully!

But in some cases where a stalker moves on it is worth asking into what variant and has that variant been passed through the generation of that person's family, friends, and community?

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Faces in Crowd?

It's one thing to board ship

Take up on opportunity in far flung region to where you would normally be...But in the grander scheme thinking about what triggered this blog into being it occurred to me that an opportunity to live in new found land does not always change a person's behaviour. Whilst brutal experiences of what is socially not clinically but socially or politically  termed as racial violence came out of silence making it into media books need and film. Thinking of my own experience as a survivor of childhood incest rape. How many unheard rape experiences have there been and would that trigger one family to stalk another?

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The confusion is beyond painful believe you me. The possible level of power that may hold all the answers feels more than just burdensome! To never know which can mean generations of abusive relationships, enforced addictions and crime, whilst we are responsible for how we respond some account has to be taken when innocents are born into years duress due to things never been truthfully told and important information beung withheld or the importance of which never truly known? But at the end of the day the truth is stalkers are more than likely to be obsessed with control and for young couples back in the day and even today striving to get ahead and maintain mortgages and leave something valuable behind for their children with a stalker in tow means everything they are trying could possibly if allowed to be may be under some kind of attempted threat due to the illness of one that may have affected or controlled many others?

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