Monday 31 August 2020

Free

It's nice to see people be themselves
Not all tense and full of pretence Reciting lines forced by uncomfortable horrible circumstances of someone else Holding them hostage until they cannot tell or be their true selves
Its nice to see peoples eyes filled with love hope and vision
Eyes filled with honesty and with more than a promise for the future and the present moment
Love to see myself in all these things
Love see people as a able to thrive grow and prosper
Especially after a day if writing out the belly of what it is like to experience a stalker!
Just love to love life for what it is
Yes
Nothing or none is perfect
Which makes life even better when you can live and let live and just be free!
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Coarse Work: A lack of Support has alot of evidence the inability to support shows something completely different in...

...in the unchallenged rant!


You can attack me all you want but did you ask dangerous people to look after me?

How many years have you sat there gloating about all you asked was....?

Only to find nobody was competent enough to be kind why did you not ensure they were well enough?

May I ask to whom I am speaking?

Even in the strategy of politics and even more so members of the press of all places as if that is fair to say have all had to step up to see that a stalker is sent down!

The ability to be capable of the correct level of ability takes wellness. Someone incapacitated by injury and living with the trauma and challenges of circumstances of being stalked or seeing someone else fighting not to be destroyed byca stalker is difficult and renders many incapable of being able to establish a lending hand of support or even know how to perceive the correct of protection or defence. So easy to attack them without looking at the problem as being suffered as a life long event!

Coarse Work: of 1969 (don't know why I just felt to add that there just now 31/08/2020/12:55)

How many times can you write the following lines whilst making notes about what reality would like as a result of each repeated line?

Does she know yet?
Has he copped to it?
Does she know yet?
Has she copped to it?
Does she know yet?
Has he copped to it?
Go on keep writing it out and for the ones who know exactly who did this  DM @naturalflowism!
How many more years have we all got left of your ongoing persecution pretence and lies?
Because it ani't just me whose is being put through this so you can get over any idea it is how you are making me feel this is causing pain for everyone past and present?
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All silence falls and gratitude befalls the wish to continue to express. Find away to say the ways and the truth will find its main stay....
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I can say nothing else and I mean not...I beg not...to prey on anyone especially as I have not asked permission but elude only to what has been widely reported and I have reposted in public. If a stalkers activity and antics are not stopped then the victim/the targeted/the survivor all equal in terms struggle to lead a free and safe life. 

Which statistic shows the true percentage of stalkers which just somehow let go and move on?

I needed to upgrade my mobile phone. I was used to going into a mobile store to find a good deal. It was anywhere between 2007-2009 and it just felt off! It was Oxford street and I could just feel what felt like a stalkers control. I went along with it and changed my phone but knew  I should have walked off. To this day and why I will remember that this day I don't know but it just felt like very careful manuovres until I actually found evidence of a burglar did I realise to my suprise my own look a like...maybe it had been them they had been trying to trap....so what the hell had been going on?


As I write I feel clear enough to tidy up the mess this becomes in my home!
I often return home 
Bogged downed and jostled  Jeered at for pointing out my home has had intruders
Unknown to me
Unless they be the neighbour who stalked kids now all grown up
They drive past me continually making signs of being elbowed
One drives by me with the largest short back and sides large afro 
Swiping the left hand from up to down 
I already know my work days of planned earnings have been cancelled!
I have no shame
None what so ever in admitting I have now become deeply disturbed and affected!
It now takes for me take moments to write this out
To be able to feel pyschology capable at home of maintaining a clean tidy but not yet anywhere near enough organized home
 to keep myself going!
I keep stocking up in the hope ill get everything started but the truth is I get hurt again and it all becomes a mess!

I cannot get a clear recognition of people who have changed over the years
 It takes me awhile to process by which time the evidence is no good again
They break in
Then it appears that makes them even more arrogant and determined to believe they are 100% in control of everything and cam behave guilt free as though I am to blame for they way in which they behave

Evidently observation time fills them with the belief they have gotten away with what they have committed....what gave them that idea?

Coarse Work: of the less amused...repeat to oneself!

Which is or is not vanity and I know nether question matches...and I write deliberately to mention things which will remove energy which has become static...to have a need to let someone know how good they are how much abuse is involved by those who feel they must let that person know?

What makes a person assume that a person does not already know how great thou art?

As I wrote 'of the less amused' i felt an energy release from around me...do not know why?

If I was to imagine my body as a string of meridians which unfold by information would that be true?
If so why would the mention of coins and the less amused free my energetic fold of static energy?
This is one mad blog
I know
Who would really sit write this amount shit who has a business to run...but for me this has gone on for so long...i cannot help feeling it is just best to show myself as I truly am in the face a stalker, dementia, alziehmers, or whatever percentage of a stalkers abtics that has now become related to terrorism to know wha unearth has gone......

Dear God
Dear Life
Dear Love 
Dear Freedom
So long as I can speak feel and see a truth in my life let me love beyond and above all evil eye slung. May my negativity not impact anyone please sit with me my God let you an me heal!
Even to say it is me who is without fault and lay myself out as the one who has fault. I have experienced those that misperceive that as a weakness and right of entitlement to abuse me further as though they are with responsibility to heal their ownselves they say among themselves "remember she always cusses herself"even though they are present and draining stalking on-lookers. Bragging and proclaiming they will never allow anyone to abuse them they way they are there abusing you! So spend the time and money to get to you?
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For the clearance this has been to me this day. I give thanks for freedom which allows me to pray this way.
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Dear God What more should I do or ask to be set free?

Even as free with freedom still on the...31/08/2020@09:40-09:43
At the sound of the thought = the class room is at the police station the sound of a revving helicopter stops!

Was it an illusionist telethapy or a limping school boys 50 year cling?

They hated
You end up criticizing
Because they hated
Such evil can be transferable until you think it is yours
Such is the nature of such jealous abuse
Though you want to you cannot trust them
There feels like no safe place to report
They have forced everyone into each line of hang man!
They stand out there jeering 
You are going to have to face us down again
They wait eagerly at supermarket and the housing for the day you cannot again afford your shopping and your rent
As if that did not happen becausr you were already rape and previously left for dead!
Happily sitting there cussing and interferring 
Cannot see themselves as proving the lack of support they are giving despite having means stop everything and allowing others to live free and happy again!
It just seems they would rather organise a clash than create a peaceful healthly solution
Positions among barbaric allegiances! 
Some will even attest to calling it love
The most deliberately cruel that is who carry along with them the inadvertantly cruel who daren't oppose them but advocate for their cruel control to be accepted!
They call it love
Then why do so many fight to be free of their own cruelty?
What can ever be gained from such unhappy unions and reunions?
What kind of terrors are they still going through or have they created to still need things to be like it was back in the day?
Enjoy this you fucking sadist
You made it 
In every neighbourhood and every street!
We were all hate
We were all raped
We were all told to keep to the church
Who taught us it was wrong?
No one!
It was eventually only if we could feel hate for it as it happened again in the school playgrounds did we begin to separate ourselves into a life where rape and hate and unwanted people could never again be entertained!
Thats what all this is about all over again
Think i do not know or feel your control over me?
Sitting writung when I should be up and about cleaning
Racism is it supposed to look like
Racism directed by a chauvinist?
Nobody sees it white girls walks infront miming 'go home' 'stay home you are too old' she looks as racist as fuck while the black guy walks behind looking innocent?
This all fits so well amongst the heads which cannot change they enjoy hearing about their antics all over again!
But this plan had come out of the art scene on the stairs since 2002 
Its still the same thing of these messages being passed through!
Its your fate
Its your fate
You must be made to accept your fate
But is really
Or is the hostages of years of no Love and Freedom trying to escape?
 

Sunday 30 August 2020

TUiD & A Peace Officer & The Escape!

SCRAPED PAINT


"Get the fuck back here and sort this out!" 
"What out?"
"The bit about the way you investigate not by last location but by diagnosis...i ask you what on earth where you thinking....you forget the line which said do both?"
"For fucks sake is that all this is about? You fucking shit me up you did you fuck twat!"
"So how many we got?"
"What do you mean?"
"How much in fighting is there?"
"Where?"
"Don't you dare jerk me around you know what I mean..how much of the rebellion is from inside..."
"Look...mate....i...can't...begin to explain what we've found has been going on!"
"Any chance of containing it?"
"Well we can't can we...look at what is spilling out..."
"Which means we've failed by context and where silence has been insisted?"
"Which means the full dynamic is not yet fully known?"
"Dynamic of who?"
"A very rich and dangerous paedophile who has gone around defending the right to pretend...trying to recreate families with strangers this is not just an illusionist this is dangerous"
"Has she continued to be stalked since she lived in the Kennington park? Someone shave and clean up their act but still clung to following her around because it seems like it doesn't....the ongoing screaming voices what is the motive apart from to pace up and down...because even I find it a bit weird that there has been a generation of neighbourhood problems especially when all you are doing most of the time is working or staying in house and the minute you go shopping they are still there to pounce and you gonna tell me its just by coincidence you happen to show ex amount years later in the area of another one of her addresses after she had already moved 2 time since...who exactly has this all been hiding..or who has always been steering because a stalker never just hits one person!"
"Its hard behind the lines. Especially if you are the only one in the family who has that job. But even worse if everyone is expected to fall in line behind you. There is somekind of professional 'mist' that falls in nothing else can remove the equation of them and us or retaliation of that...there has been a lack of care and understanding equally on both sides and i dare to say it needs adjusting and correcting. It needs courage to let go old stereotypes we have had of ourselves within the industry this is...and regarding what enforced secrecy does!"
"So face the fear it is then....every single last one of them?"
"Nah...better that every last one start from each and everyone that began each decision!"


Coarse Work: 
Whose escape is?
Who is the unidentified?

"Well its got to be down to the 'moving day' art scene hasn't it as being the longest influence..."
"What about inside connection?"
"Hmmmm....mmmm...i could be right and I could be wrong...."
"You'd be wrong!"
"So...who organised the perverted interferences then...she couldn't get a pukka minced beef and onion pie in her local supermarket where when she arrives there is just an obvious vibe of a set up but goes to a different branch of a supermarket and there are the pies"
"One supermarket was out of stock and the other wasn't ding bat for fucks sake....why is this still going on?"

OSTRICH AND THE MARKET
"So which end of the Kennington Park Estate did she live in?"
"Toward the Clayton Street and Bowling Green Street end...."
"So....hmmm...if I would be wrong about the secondary school then that only leaves primary school and nursery if even that applies the other explanation for being able to get away with such a high level of blatant possessive abuse is crimes of disturbing sadistic behaviour accepted as normal at a high level of the right of entitlement inside...."
"Hence the squelch of those who feel trapped by being forced to witness and support the 'fun' of those with possessive or even obsessive challenging behaviour or possessiveness or an obsessional personality disorders allowed to continue to operate behind the lines of a supposed professional standard which seems to be attacking this one person?"
"Its there again someone has been done wrong and this thing doesn't go away until all the culprits have stopped! It is the dwarf and the Giant effect....but how is it there is still a decent between two strangers?"
"Well it is quite obvious if someone show genuine care for oyhers enquires of their safety and that is met with jealously hatred and intention to cause chaos carnage and horror what other reference do you use not to be latched onto even further with the full blessing of all authority figures?"
"It is the only possibly likely culprit that would have gone on to poison the Peabody Estate in East Waterloo because she already knew that was where she was going to move despite not being told a thing!"
"Well....she was the only one who mentioned i!"
"Why would there be such a threat of silence toward her the authority behind all emergency or armed forces?"
"The fact remains that that '76 ford fiesta and the neighbours still was the one that followed on in 2005 august and after - class one the jeep neighbourhood was the first suspicion seen near Lewes - class two. Is it she never notice the their problem? Or was having achieved her goal her attention was no longer so fixed to a goal that her attention went on to become distracted?"
"Yes and No. I think she achieved that goal to help her resume her original goal! I think during the process of achieving that goal she began a journey of disassociating from her own ego identification but within that her brain was less engaged and less excercised and was headed straight to menopause and underlining all of that was bereavement at a time when the wickedness of others also emerged."
"Something had been performed on her....given what is happening there is a depth of jealously over the fact that she got through the test given the amount of wickedness which had been done to try and stop her back then."
"Yes i wonder if thay instructor witness the look of hatred or jealously from those two - at that crossing in the greenford area?"
"Shes challenged they would hate her because it has been common practice to use mobbing and not respect and fairness amoung those challenged by behaviour of a sadistic nature. It is not as easy as to blame the force it is the same anywhere else in society. The problem is where, when, and how to united safely in wider society and have that upheld and recognised at each level of the ability within health!"
"So what is going wrong alot of the time is those who know ill and wickedness is being deliberately carried out and quite frankly are beung held hostage by the true they can tell and the freedom that will allow others whose lives have been made ruin or difficult!"
"If nothing is impossible nothing is insoluable!"
"So...it must be a question of willingness then or resources and training?"
"Maybe not so big there are dictionary of behaviours are there and there likely outcomes....to have been able to stalk someone or commit crimes against others with same typical patterns known to only exist as a side effect among those being given so much authority and power then that may be the unravelling point because evidently it would much had been given to the few who couldn't process it correctly unfortunately. Which mean that of discernment and care has to be already there before day 1!"
"Everybody is going through it. Probably most common area is in your love life trying not to re-attract danger. When it comes to natural law which remains neutral in its attraction and your working or loving in a field where not alot of nice things happens at times or for long periods of time without a doubt that will affect your energy and vibration. If you are not aware of how to clean up that pathway of energy and vibration who and what do you think is going to be re-attracted to it?"
"So....that brings us perfectly back to why she has felt pumped squeezed and twisted with the energy of others hence all thw knockouts of being forced back or attempts to put her to sleep behind the wheel or slow her mind which constanly has to fight! Why the need to appear as her or hide the identity or clair audient voice of energy spirit or her attraction to mediumship?"
"Tesco's - Earlscourt area - think art piece showing the red head pouring water but think perioxide dread instead?"
Coarse Work: pt 2
At what age do kids in school learn learn word association?

Someone has always needed her to get the message - an 'associated' message - but why - can a specific behavioural need or disorder be linked to such a pattern of behaviour or need?

Will the hostages in this long running saga make good their escape?

Or will there be more of the same to keep the hostages entrained behind the antics of those who claim to be or act like they are off duty police or ex-police officers or other emergency or armed forces officials?
Will there eventually be a freedom from the family members friends and other community members who also abuse others under a misguided intention to keep their own version of law and disorder in order. Or will there be intentional cruelty to enforce the need to take sides over who and what?
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"Nobody is perfect in all of this why would they still be going for her attention? What about the burglars and all the other look a likes isn't it possible they are the ones abusing whilst she is getting the blame because no one can tell the difference?"
"Dare i ask....dare i say was poisoned botox part of a need to create a very similar identity?"
"Are we still at the delinquency?"
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Its been a night day and morning for that matter of difficult question we would like to close down. Close this off in the name of spiritual and pray for spiritual guides to lead us away from falsehood and harm and into the path of healing and the everlasting will of God. Amen!"
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Saturday 29 August 2020

TUiDs @ The Delinquency!

I need to get this frump flower started
Make sure I stay out of the spite house and away from fucking them up Malice!


Lorry driving for me and I dare to say I should imagine to many others has always and only ever been a means to an end just like many other jobs and business opportunities most of us are grateful for. But in recent times for some reason or the other it seems to have become the be all and end all in extreme cases - triggering feelings which are leading to forms of attack others. It now really looks like for a few or for many it is a job or environment which is thr  only way it seems for them to surmount and overcome years or even a childhood of subordination abuse which this industry plays out it forms of supremacy which believe it or not is not all about race only....baffling is a horrible unnecessary and contrived competition what can appear as is the subordination and equally supremacy of age and the right to privacy and success!


Never before had I seen or been forced to notice the need for 'out-drivers' in car or on bike to cause a parade of flashing lights to let it be known another woman drives?

I said it before saying again as a temp I covered each driver who was a way as it happened i believe many times I cover a womans place no fanfare it is the way it is. But why I have had to be lambasted with lights knocked back and out followed home burgled intruded upon and the list goes on. Because it is a set few which try and make it an day all night event with no time off?

I am not chattle
Not am I your property
With leading being you must never give Vin a spare moment instead realising we need to better use out moments!

"Do you fucking mind you ever lasting cunt I was just about to get this session started without you bleeding on about that fucking job...but it is a good fuckung question why the mobbing I didn't like it....that seem like a kind of....nah it was a carefully crafted mobbing of you in the toilets in Corby Service...i don't care i have said it. How the fuck come do they do that I dont like it. The 'whitish' women look....and hairstyle of dress look at the news from across the pound and similar looking women has caused carnage in the similar style of dress...yeah its a bit much no disrespect intended but to my mind there just seems to have been a bit too much co-ordination and planning and I have not just been noticing that recently either!"

"Well....is it a murders care?"

"There are sub-cultures behind everything that is happening!
Get after them because they can give the feeling of the most serious illness and death very realistically and most of very quickly almost instantly!"

"It sounds like the cavernous dip almost at the beginnings of the M40 where toilet roll dwells!"

"These are the random arguments from the back of nowhere this is what the fuck nah?"
"You can't do it like that"
"Well its how its always been done"

"Look I investigate via diagnosis and scientific fact not by copy cat of the last location!"

"Dont come starting on me with your sour set. All spoilt up. If she says something then you find away to mob her. Then one it is realised that you're incapable of doing the job or that you haven't actually done the job it is the self pitying form of brutalisation and intimidation with all talk going to your low morale"

"I have had years of the tricks you pull to not get anything done!"

"Investigation my foot you love to carry things on because you have been stalking someone!"

Poetry Question Time Eh-gain!
Whats with the all of a sudden monopoly?
Why their monopoly?
Their name in all we do?
I mean their pushing @ business which just works out to be only about them despite all what you do?
The kind that go on about people who make it then forget other people Then do the exact same thing too?
Especially, if you don't like them they turn round and mob you too!
But why chose mobbing as an avcrpt



Coarse Work:There is enough room for everyone in this world but why dont they or we without abuse and intimidation...allow it to be?

"Anyway....where is the fucking delinquency...brondezbury?"

Orange like Lime
Yah bastards 
I have just figured out which game you have been playing 
Yah fucking cunts the pair of yah
But what they've still got on all of us that don't truly know...is... whose been playing whom?
That square has so changed since that fateful year!
Good Fucking Luck to the Lot of Yah!



Thursday 27 August 2020

Hate Mine or Yours?

I know you hate me why do you also need to keep turning up or coming back to attack me?
A disconcerting personal energy link
Yet your undercurrent is anger and rage because you finally found my weakest spot to hurt me back yet your the one who hates so why do you need me so much? 
An energy compression of unwanted heat and air pressured toward an unsuspecting individual who us not participating in the deliberately engineered wickedness
It is a parasitic illness of absolute parasitic hatred only a calculated stalker can arrange and make happen!
A dates and even years apart
Pre-planned alliances 
Developed into interpersonal domestic terrorist occupations within the mind emotions and psyche of survivors 
As the stalkers trolls and other terrorist stalkers keep lying and trying so long as corruption keeps everyone resolute and quiet!
The gentle tender dispersion of intimate attacks of ongoing intimidation on unsuspecting innocent people unaware of the practices and techniques the parasitic cruel continue to use
The cruelty and subtly and legitimacy of dangerously mentally ill officially passed off as spy operatives legitimate and  investigations and practices
You think you are living but you are suffering without even knowing that is what is happening
Over 10 to 19 years of ongoing attacks due to the right of entitlement of others forced to let go of their powers they come to find you and take it out in you!
Over 10 years if ongoing attacks in some shape form or the other!
All recruits have one brief!
"She thinks she going to have a life of her own"
What excuse did or does anyone have for that not left to be true?
Yet it becomes impossible to get anything done due to the level and confidence of corruption
Nothing but the molestation of interference which has spurned so many experts as she carries on with her life they keep jumping forward with explanations about her writings about her life which are all contrived from their own dis-ease jealously and lies! 
As the attacked who did not realise how they were being attacked all you have now is the memory of the feeling of abuse which now helps you realised how others were falsely changed to behave hateful toward you
All I could feel is my stomach and solar plexus area feeling pierced and becoming weak!
Everytime we would meet
My heart felt like it was beung dragged down into my tummy
Someone taught this
This is known as expert gang shit on the street
I never knew she would need to go to such a length to spend a life time recruiting and hiring to steal my live from me!
Everything i feared and hated she set out to make true and she succeeded
I never set out to control her though or keep her so fixated on me
I left to be free
Now I realise she can't stop stalking me!
Inner turmoil often asks if any of  this is true knowing the way it proves true may not look like how it is thought to look
Such remains for a survivor of what being stalked by stalker forces a survivor to relive prior to effective healing can begin!
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Love Mine or Yours?


The feeling of pain I feel knowing you have stolen my love from me
If I sit quiet long enough 
How long will you go on explaining the fate that you created and put me through?
You seem to have an answer for everything I am facing 
Yet I don't know and have done nothing to ever meet you
So why did you reach out and cause so much friction and pain where there was none 
Nothing was even laying in wait for all this bad to happen!
Nothing is perfect or stress free everyday 
Yet this love was strong enough to survive without any interference of spite
Even in your hate be it racially motivated or jealously activated there is still a need to be tactile 
Violence is a form of touch
You hate so much you move as far away as possible
So why so many parasites?
You hate so much
You are so better than
Why turn up just to play lord and mistress of public humiliation via backstabbing the one to positive to see it?
What are you gaining other than restating your lack of love and ongoing guilt?
For the person I love am in love with have loved so ingrained and an intrinsic part of my being disoriented to accommodate you the epicentre of confusion and hatred
I became weak
I admit it
I couldn''t make best decisions
Inevitably nature got the better of me
Now you reflect all my weakness directly at me by the way you treat...love...freedom caught in your personality disorder and whatever brings these words to me!
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Wednesday 26 August 2020

Ramberlings as Coarse Work

I lived with ADD my whole life I just didn't know it was exactly that!
I knew I had sustained neurological damage?delays? from violence and suffocation but I was young not fully educated and incredibly niave! I thought fashion and image could change and heal me and right all my wrongs!

My Lack is or was my notice I have written recently but not necessarily! Sometimes due to challenges it is not possible to even perceive what you lack even though you may need too or your life would be better if only you knew what would better it and make you better brighter and much easier to get on with as a person? I literally used to think if i could just buy a particular pair of glasses frame. Wear a certain style of clothes that that will heal me and solve the problems I was having. I lived feeling shredded and so self-conscious and aware that i was living with a brain which felt like it was misfiring commands to an unhealed brain!

How wrong was I to believe that changing my appearance would heal years of challenges associated with types of ADD?

If only we can fix the outside the rest will force a change  -  How many stalking events has that  caused?

Example: this family, or I, as individual will be better off and more successful if only i could couple up or pursue a life or success by becoming attached to that calm successful family or person all we need to do is get to them to have what they have and be like they are...how many times has that type of falsehood triggered one person or a group if people to stalk others?
Is that as a trigger true or false? 


A persons vision is misdirected or thwarted due to what?
A perception disorder?
Via brain injury or damage or by personal attack by a very dark and abusive narcissist/sadist/mentalist or trickster?

It becomes almost impossible to save someone from pain are you beung inconsiderate and thoughtless to give that person the space they need to figure things out?
But who would recognise what that dynamic is exactly? Does someone/people who pull away from other people to concentrate on a relationship always signify a red flag?

What types of abuse requires isolation?

 

And last of all what kind of secruity measures will require an exact look-a-like and body double to do a split second swap that nobody must ever find out about?


I have never like magic and trickery even though I have been aware of such shows for entertainment which is where I take it and leave but I have been wondering what is lacking? Failing? Or going on when that is used as a means of getting through life especially high levels of lying and trickery as relationships to the point nothing else but that is normal?

Yep...his little ginger snapper shows up on a wall in the hanger! 25/08/2020 pm! 

Ramberling Coarse Work Lack = Notice True or False?

I lived with ADD my whole life I just didn’t know it was exactly that!
I knew I had sustained possible neurological type damage? Often explained as delays which may have been due to violence and suffocation but I was young not fully educated and incredibly naïve! I thought fashion and image could change and heal me and right all my wrongs!
I lived with ADD my whole life I just didn’t know it was exactly that!
I knew I had sustained possible neurological type damage? Often explained as delays which may have been due to violence and suffocation but I was young not fully educated and incredibly naïve! I thought fashion and image could change and heal me and right all my wrongs!

My Lack is or was my notice I have written recently but not necessarily! Sometimes due to challenges it is not possible to even perceive what you lack even though you may need too or your life would be better if only you knew what would better it and make you better brighter and much easier to get on with as a person? I literally used to think if i could just buy a particular pair of glasses frame. Wear a certain style of clothes that that will heal me and solve the problems I was having. I lived feeling shredded and so self-conscious and aware that i was living with a brain which felt like it was misfiring commands to an unhealed brain!

How wrong was I to believe that changing my appearance would heal years of challenges associated with types of ADD?

If only we can fix the outside the rest will force a change  -  How many stalking events has that  caused?

Example: this family, or I, as individual will be better off and more successful if only i could couple up or pursue a life or success by becoming attached to that calm successful family or person all we need to do is get to them to have what they have and be like they are...how many times has that type of falsehood triggered one person or a group if people to stalk others?
Is that as a trigger true or false? 


A persons vision is misdirected or thwarted due to what?
A perception disorder?
Via brain injury or damage or by personal attack by a very dark and abusive narcissist/sadist/mentalist or trickster?

It becomes almost impossible to save someone from pain are you beung inconsiderate and thoughtless to give that person the space they need to figure things out?
But who would recognise what that dynamic is exactly? Does someone/people who pull away from other people to concentrate on a relationship always signify a red flag?

What types of abuse requires isolation?
 
 

And last of all what kind of secruity measures will require an exact look-a-like and body double to do a split second swap that nobody must ever find out about?

I have never like magic and trickery even though I have been aware of such shows for entertainment which is where I take it and leave but I have been wondering what is lacking? Failing? Or going on when that is used as a means of getting through life especially high levels of lying and trickery as relationships to the point nothing else but that is normal?

 
Yep...his little ginger snapper shows up on a wall in the hanger! 25/08/2020 pm!


A persons vision is misdirected or thwarted due to what?
A perception disorder?
Via brain injury or damage or by personal attack by a very dark and abusive narcissist/sadist/mentalist or trickster?

It becomes almost impossible to save someone from pain are you beung inconsiderate and thoughtless to give that person the space they need to figure things out?
But who would recognise what that dynamic is exactly? Does someone/people who pull away from other people to concentrate on a relationship always signify a red flag?

What types of abuse requires isolation?
 
 

And last of all what kind of secruity measures will require an exact look-a-like and body double to do a split second swap that nobody must ever find out about?

I have never like magic and trickery even though I have been aware of such shows for entertainment which is where I take it and leave but I have been wondering what is lacking? Failing? Or going on when that is used as a means of getting through life especially high levels of lying and trickery as relationships to the point nothing else but that is normal?

 


Saturday 22 August 2020

The Unknown iRate Detective....and the unwanted radio this is Crackit Lane!

The Unknown iRate Detective Coarse Work continues in....dealing with the poke in the cheek otherwise known as radio....but is it attention seeking?  If so, is the attention wanted?

A radio personality pokes cheek then a driver experiences a form of what might be considered a 'friendly' style of showbiz style of mobbing...durning which time a driver for a period of time continually feels a sensation to poke cheek as a familiar entourage of shiny black car pass by on the opposite side of the carriage way is it a form of hypnotism practised openly with only admission in secret? Is it a practice used to maintain audience figures?
Who is still hacking my phone?
Is it an inside job of mobbing from within a Police Force or any other emergency services department or authority figure?
And how do you combat attacks from a highly skilled or naturally gifted mund bending trickster magician and hypnotist?


Blonde Wigs and Fudge Coloured Faces and the reprehensible act that was committed-they got in but too which area of celebrity and showbiz?
All it takes is one bad figure amongst a group of researchers for everyone to be able to work this thing out. Question is do the uncover a plot to murder? Or the way a murders were covered up and committed?

The Unknown Detective & The Unknown Team question...
The Expected Allegiance?

TUiD gathers a Team for an inquiry of sorts!

"I am sticking with murder" says TUiD
"I want to get behind the current or present feeling and atmosphere of murder" TUiD continues

"Where there has been a consistent and constant undercurrent of a lingering knowing that some how despite official verdicts there has been murders with murders walking free to re-estabilsh and re-market their ways if possible?" TUiD insists

"I also want to know which fucking cunt dreamt up the idea that there is a snake above your head which the clearly mentally ill go around believing they have devised a way to re-adjust other peoples snake above their head half killing them in the process..." TUiD

"Are we actually looking for a killer?" A Member of The Unknown team asks
"Or are we looking at...or for... an individual...or a group of individuals who again due to the extension of suffering caused by personality disorder and challenging behaviour as set out by anti social behaviour laws looking for individuals who surround murderers by devising ways for them to never get caught for their crimes which develops a community, cult, or sect of the shielded?" TUT

"We are referring here to the suspicion about someone who may have an unknown strategic style of about the abuse they are used to using!' TUiD

"Is it  a case of someone who has come to life in vary disguises as their imagination becomes during being triggered to stalk more specifically neighbourhood stalking?  And is it possible that carrying out deliberate stalking behaviours...deliberately triggered behaviours are linked to the cover up of incest across the globe and especially in West Societies, how deep and how bad is the cover up especially among the highly successful? How much of the cover up of incest has led to the maintainence of poverty in the whole wide world?" TUT

"She grew up going to the Seventh Day Adventist church in Hampstead North West London where the most secular activity she can recall was 'in-gathering' to collect funds for missions by going door to door in the local neighbourhoods of each church....and the second activity was witnessing where there was attempts to spread the word about the church missiona and even gain converts in the process...she had attended different church's in her time spent growing up in the family who were converts of the religion attending churches and camping venues in...Fulham/Lewisham/Balham/Chiswick/Wales to name but a few and most recently Milton Keynes where no invitation was left or information given for the purposes of inclusion or to cause any kind of pursuit or continual monitoring or mobbing! Question is had anyone in this area of her life expected some think from that she had never been aware of? Or was there anyone within or associated with the church in any place shape ir form who may have taken for granted a right of entitlement over her life, her past, her future, and her present by continually expecting a form of allegiance from her but who may have held or is holding  resentment toward her for having a child out of wedlock and having no belief in marriage? If there are such individuals are they organising mobbing activties? Are there church memebers unaware of such errant ways or are there backslidders deliberately targeting anyone once associated with that church? Would any of the above help accumulate to a life time where she was eventually led to feel she had never been able to live completely freely from being attacked since her formative experiences of abuse within her family? and again I am on the hunt for any incident and behaviour type and pattern which may have any relevance or resembalence  to any incident which may be considered linked or in some way connected to murder?!"


"There continues to be sighting of a spiritualist nature which general occur toward the Luton area and continue through to Northamptonshire...the character shown above literally had an olive skin tone in that is was very pale green with very dark spikey hair short back and sides with widows peak wearing sporty tracksuit in black. Though a split second sighting the figure comes across as having a very aggressive and disregarding villianous way about them!" TUiD

"Are we going to investigate the blatant intimidation of the intruders or is that another covered up inside job expected to be accepted? And since names are now beung called wasn't a name of Gemma or Jema mentioned used by either male or female mentioned in association with an outside force? And what is the significance of loud banging sticks clairaudience and telethapy? Only DiY?" TUT
"So we are at the stage of....what are the reasons for attack and attach?" TUiD

"Enemies through marriage with extreme diplomacy attached?" TUT

"So how does this drive along hypnotic projected mind bending attack feel?" TUiD

"Like a rod being poked slammed and project toward the 3rd eye which effortlessly closes both eyes? Mind blank or slows? May feel a swiveling air pressure just above forehead but the thing of it is being able to recognise the individuals able to project whilst driving or practicing the evil whilst driving. It is easy for them to say nobody would conk out if not already tired. Well that does not mean they have not had sleep. The very stress of knowing you are targeted is fatigue enough even for the most healthly, and it is not just happening to her this forms a part of modern day attack influenced by what is seen and not left just to be for entertainment purposes only as advised. It needs to be effectively confronted. Those which can tell the truth need to be protected and cared for so they can just do that and not support the boycotting to her and other targets!" TUT

"...and amongst the mediums what do we have there...what truth do we have there? The continual typical abuse of a trained medium still in blatant hiding after abusing those not yet qualified or remotely trained? Which means its not mediumship because it is all too insensitive and even sexually orientated so has it been a long list of sexual offences via new age rhetoric? What is the best practice and advice for those who find themselves linked in tune with and aligned to the very people they are trying to escape?" TUiD
"You mean the force and will of the unwanted connection between two people that they become aligned?" TUT

"No.. that is not possible!" TUiD

"Then what is?" TUT
"Why do you ask?" TUiD
"Because it is not impossible" TUT
"Oh is it so from which side is the burden of force which brings about the need for the burden of proof?" TUiD

Will The Unknown iRate Detective continue to have the last word or will an unknown stalker keep doing his or her thing? 














The Unknown iRate Detectives after Parties

After Coarse work more coarse work appears....
TUiD tries to deduce

 TUiD is left with a feeling that investigations and deductions appear to returning to the same place
Who is Mr & Mrs Duplicitous or Mr & Mr Duplicitous or Mrs Miss or Ms's Duplicitous and who are all their children?
Are they being forced to stalk?
Who has always been the duplicitous one?
Coming from a family riddled in fear doubt violence and incest has an almost 'rockstar' status to it. In that you could barely meet anyone without them also being without the same to somw degree or the other!
Who is the one that has kept up the harassement?

These are the possible activities of the duplucitous

Possibly making contact with all neighbours employers so as to influence the way she has been treated?

Keeping up a very intimidatory presence any time she is public?

The need to over power her?

It seems to me that after moving away from Notting Hill which comes under the Royal Borough of Kensington & Chelsea Council areas to remove herself from that stalker she goes to live on the Kennington Park Estate initially a Lambeth council Estate turned over to Hyde Housing Association for good keeping after eventually getting on her feet whilst living on the Kennington Park Estate where due to her success a small amount of mobbing started after an entry of new residents I dare to say it is possible she was happened across by another stalker making her fresh start in the Peabody Buildings in the Duchy Street of Waterloo East almost impossible!
As a detective I am extremely and sadly intrigued that neighbourly activity against someone would be allowed to escalate to the level of jealous traffic mobbing violence it is today and allowed to continue for so many years!

There appears to be little objectivity or solace or respite offered to some tenants in such situations where a balance of power might have been left in the hands of some and not others. Hence when complaints are made  by certain tenanats to such bodies like an ombudsman it would appear the approperiate resources and help cannot be applied because it is possible to be mobbed again and suffer "TV Show" style of hypnotism in public and attacked in your profession as a result because of who you are forced to live around and deal with due to the structure of power withun how the social housing landlord. Resident opportynity for involvement in the day to day running of a who they pay rent too was obviously set up to be a positive thing. But who structured the protection from being stalked? Violated? Tenants who roam the building intimintently all day long to see and check whose property they can intrude into? Who is protecting tenants who just want to lead a their life independant of working for the landlord they pay their rent too? 

For too long behind the world of the need for recruitment references and housing there has been a regular abuse of power as well as mobile phone data theft and constant hacking as well as varying styles of intimidation which amounts to emotional abuse which amounts to the theft of copius amount of hours taken from a persons intimate life as they foot the bill to get over what is being done to them. Who is responsible for taking this into account the cost of being abused in social housing for each resident affected and the cost of housing and re-housing those who perpetrate? 

Again, are personality disorders and other challenging behaviours responsible for prolonging the suffering of those already abused?


A landlord may do the good work of housing those vulnerable due to drug addiction and anti social behaviours as a result but how do the tenants who do not have those challenges really know how to pin point what that will really cost them...to be stalked, harrassed, assaulted even due to need to accept such a level of housing?


What about the possibilty of this case where years later there appears to be a repeat offence within the same family where the women diligently as possible even as a estranged family members go about their daily lufe yet within same borough ywars apart they are stalked assaulted and mobbed by female perpretrators?

Every neighbourhood?
Strikes me as kind of funny but not? 

Its a sufference belueve it or not not of the one being mobbed.

The one who ia being mobbed stalked due to neighbourhood nosiness and anti-social behaviour does suffer and pick up the cost of the behaviour but that sufference does not include stuck!

A female obsessing about another female issues consistent and persistent jealously and jealous mobbing in traffic....all of sudden get there life together but all centered around who they are stalking? Roving salesman and woman who are always doing busuness only where that person is?
But when it can never get out and never be reported or responded to in correct manner then does the abiding sentence that it must be an inside job mean the crime is actually associated with a Police Officer? Or is that all part and parcel of the very first stalker?





TUiD's Coarse Work Continues...

DO THE FOLLOWING COARSE WORK....

FIND OUT IF ANYTHING BENEATH THIS TEXT IS CHALLENGiNG BEHAVIOUR AS SET OUT IN LAW in regards to ANTI SOCIAL BEHAVIOURS!

Without Robbery there has been x-ray scan machines for every body and organ missing from every major and minor hospital and clinic and some emergency rooms around the globe do you know which one it is?


"You know what they've gone and done don't you... they've only gone and told the girls she is all in on everything and she ain't!"

"Bled clit ya lie... how long has that being going on?"

"Ever since they couldn't tell the difference between her and her body doubles they set up to rob her house and make sure she gets treated like a voodoo doll...but is that really why a gang would use such a pattern is it really just identity theft? 

Or a rouse for murder? 

Or had they been so successful in body doubling/double-ganging celebrities who refuse to rise to their bate. But does that eventually lead to black or white mail and currency acquired by the gutter presses?"

"I want to know why this whole stalkers stalking was so parasitic and psychological?"

Mad Coarse Work continues; Use the following passage to discover possible and potential motives....remember to do a risk assessment timeline since antics are at the gravity of attempted murder....the answer to TUiD question is...

"But they had seen her on road and in the depots and on train reading Dr Amen's book
Change Your Brain
Change Your Life
That was around 2009 onwards.....but we don't know if that is why they attack or is their just some having typical female competition problems?"

I seen them around the back of Kent the week before
I saw the girl leaning forward out side the big brand Chicken shop
Next thing my order of S-Adenosyl...etc becomes an restricted unsent item returned to sender from Erlanger Kentucky unimportable to the uk item
What been going on and why do these people stop and take picture of the sky or thin air when they know they shouldn't be stalking anyway?
 easy to get hold of SAMe mood and movement support at this time have felt so spoilt!



All mention of BrainMD and other products is courtesy of Amen Clinics

TUiD finds Ms Fat Tongue on the CRF!

The Unknown iRate Detective finds Ms Fat Tongue....and begins some mad Coarse Work

"I could have died before  heaven and the alter...im just knackerd of it but... there's been a Snitch amongst the henchmen since a top peace officers affairs got out"

"You think!" Mad Coarse Work

"Of course there's a snitch with every fucking stalker going around grooming and aggravating everybody with  the way they create  give and send the feeling of death like the reality of a hottest summers day they are everyones original suspicion straight out before you even commit any other crime or anything else for that matter!" MCW

Coarse Work Continues;
Are the effects and affects and burden of enforced secrecy the same...officially or not?

Does it count as  the suppression of the truth which only abusers need and use?

You thought you put a case to bed but its hanging on your head like a bad weave...how many times has that occured or happened to you in terms of how many times you thought it was over and done and your actions match that but you found out what?

There is a silence an abuser uses....true or false?

Is it possible that the Rich and Famous are invisibly hypnotised into thinking they need to buy into the blatant and illegal use of sex and drugs? 


Poetry Slam!
Hypnotised with no one to recognise it!
Even though there have always been health concerns times changed things are older now theres still a jealous cunt who is spitefully out to dangerously ruin someone if they can all because they are stuck on a competition of who made it before them!
Attempted murder it can be if taken for!
Convinced are they 
Of their need to impress others
In amongst rape and incest 
They seek to gain power notoriety and inflict pain with ideas born out of illness and disorder which their sexuality and appearance is consistently used to deflect!
Yet they are convinced they will rise stronger by causing tradegy caused to someone other than themselves! In a bid to clear their slate of the mental damage which clearly reflected them and their  ways!
You cannot buy it out
Remodel it 
Or swap it out 
Because the diagnosis has gone beyond neurosis and psychosis all because some kind of fear and prejudice toward the target 
A hypnotist revered among those with no ability to be trained or retrained to think different and see the actually damage intended from the day of their very first audition where the only intention was to never get caught and to get into and see the houses of the rich and powerful to subtract and disorientate their money and their minds whilst investigating and exposing their sex lives and potential crimes
Their resource has been cruelty 
Their motivation has always been and will always be about money!
Assault on a minor by an 'apparent' stranger and one other familiar?
Possibly changed each kid by violence and assault which served as 'pre paid' membership to all the gangs and their citrus fumes which arise just before they are about to committ 
Minor irrevocably changed not for the better the injuries sustained 
Old history andd their participation and service too long standing a narratives
The problem
They had no idea they had one
Because they too had been sold a lie!
That ill health no matter how sociable or impeccably will never be stronger than the empathy and compassion needed for another human being specifically within the sex industry as a whole where the most powerful and overt in addiction and psychosis are the most blinkered and niave in their belief as well as the most intentionally cruel!

But who wants the most dangerous?

The ones who look at innocent hard working people and via mobile data transfers and other social media means spend all day or night sending people to attack that person even if they are related!


TUiD goes to find reasons for the personality disorders and copy cat struggle in each scene played out over a 38 year period and asks why among neighbours aa St Upid thrives again things deliberately carried out on a large scale continually intrusive escapades?


But when did the number plate gang breed of hypnotism start 2006 from Blackburn to the middle of Barking?

Saturday 15 August 2020

TUiD & ARM star in...

....is Unless Healed The Final Witness?

"...so since my Arm has been swung out and dragged in again you better 'swing' the following in....I have been here from the beginning so this is the angle I have eventually learnt to deal with and see! If we say we have to get this sorted the opposite will happen simply because that energy and its antics have been given and have taken too much free reign! However, I think it may help us to know exactly How much Sex have they given away? because that may directly lead us to what they are trying to recover? Also it may helps us to learn or go over what we know about their dress codes? So for instances...what is or has been their dress codes? Or 'goods' codes? What have they used? Also...If it is 'child done wrong' what is the differential between their mental age? Emotional age? And actual chronological age? And who or what would they prefer to be or look like? Be like? Or live life at? A good detective considers all the above before anyone can realise it?" Arm

"However, in general most people only see the most obvious the adult as an adult a child as a child a teenager as a teenager I have learnt since I been here. However, what are the following connections and why? E14 - 2014
What was with the East London connection in the past as side from a work and home challenge figuratively speaking this was there since the beginning in 2007? But why? Next one is relatively new...so to speak....How about this as a possible rhyme? SE5 to the Clyde?" Arm finishes her rendition 

But TUiD snaps back with.....
"Robots and Sugar searching for number nine?" 

"Oh...that reminds me where are we up too with that reading she had...names in all not doing hold back lets have it....what you got?...mentioned in the reading was a woman whose name began with B  is that why they had been burglung her property?" Arm

"Ok...ill go over the names...she was given the name of Bianca...." TUiD is interrupted by Arm

"This was a Clairvoyant/Mediumship reading given at some point during the early 90's?" Arm

"Yes I would say so going by who she knew at the time!" TUiD

"Who else things are too dangerous now for us not to ask!" Arm

"She was given... Bianca...Carol....Debbie....Jacqueline....Ivan or something like that last name was not too clear as possible pointers and indicators in her life as people who may become poignant to her at some point or the other if they will or how they will fit into her life is not known or if the reading is true?" TUiD

"....hmmm....yes there is always the negative of those forcing things to fit where they don't belong....hmmmm....but... now I think I remember that there was also a part in a reading about a man with white hair who is not scared to see things through to the end given her ADD im not surprised a medium or clairvoyant will pick that up quite frankley...so whose the chubby blonde with the sweep over hair do who tends to sits forward in the passenger seat? Seen near where she works in recent months on more than 1 occassion? I have a feeling she has a well honed talent for 'getting behind the scenes" Arm

"That is of interest by question is by due to which industry will she have learnt to do that? Which sector or environment allows her, and others if by her knowledge or permission allows them to roam so freely?" TUiD




The Unknown iRate Detective Lectures...with a Questionnaire...



"When and why is  jealously is used as confidence and as a barameter for attraction and love?


Why the fuck are so many cars now turning up around her with wages as a number plate a coincidence?

Shes beeñ attacked who dreamt it up?

Simple Jealouslys
Set off revolutionary crime sprees?

I seen him as he slipped from under me
Crossed over with his head turned side ways as they catch him out of his body it literally looks like he has slid from under me
Bare chested white stripe at the side of his black sport pants
My life has been made into a lie
I dont like it and i still dont know why?

Even a birth can be complicated so think about what a murder is..."

says TUiD not so lovingly!

TUiD & ARM discuss FINAL WITNESS!

"I had to tell them....You fucking hit me and that bullet will come back as your shit!" TUiD

"Child Done Wrong and this current level of play out?" Arm

"Is how i was forced into seeing the difference  between the criminally sick man/woman in this case of absolute evil, and a well person! Because when I start a case as a detective remember I don't know fuck all there is not crisp white shirt trendy city meetings where we fall about laughing then go and 'try' to get the job done. I take a case on everything goes on hold and i am then forced to live it! And that one way or the other include everybody linked to me and anyone who comes into contact with. Because in some cases those bastards find you out in yhe worst case scenario everything about you and attack everyone in your personal life too! Innocent or not! TUiD

"Research and forced observation showed you that the ailment or disposition of guilt and hatred carried out as tricky complicated by a need for? ..and obsession with? ... the press?  forced you into realising what? guilt always showed up to check and monitor how much time or liberty they had left? basically put...guilt showed up each time they were nearly found out? or when they felt threatened by the fact they would be found? What about when they can latch onto someone and make them be in the same time place or space as them....hmmm?" Arm

"Look...it proved to me that the innocent didn't need to show up because he and she was just getting on with their lives and had nothing to hide or fear per say. The innocent had nothing false to create or need to make anything look  fake or false. The innocent had no fake income or need for any kind of action to make anything work or to stop things from working, most importantly!" TUiD

"So....Guilt had to interfere create or curate and rendevous a specific number plate and engineer each person they came into contact with to make sure each and every person did not look like it was them/guilty of the offence or offenses? hence a perfect breading ground and insatiable need for stealth sleight to function by the most deadly forms of jealously? Which has meant when brushed off or ignored? Or therefore in ignoring it/persons who warned against what was being allowed to happen allowed were set to suffer in a foundation of the most cruel forms hypnotism-trickery-magic- mesmerization which could be formed taught or learned in a situation where they where professionally left to rise grow and thrive in the most deprived areas where by sheer ignorance and disbelief = hypnotism have allowed the dangerously sick to form groups/gangs and sects despite pre-warnings to have the freedom they need to attack and cover-up their deeds under the guise of power for the sake of fame and what ever else?" Arm

"As I sais the innocent just continued doing their thing nothing to prove no need to turn up anywhere unnecessarily!" TUiD


"So don't tell me...all they could see was to take what already knew and..." Arm

"It means...look this may mean they went on from being the original stickz girls and men to running all the wages departments they could get into then formed the biggest fandemic to show off anf cover up all their do?" TUiD

"Talking of excrement who showed up outside her flat months after she moved looking like the case of the deadly nurse?" Arm....
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Natural Flowism
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A Freedom of Being!
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Tuesday 11 August 2020

Unless Healed...CRF...pt 6

CRF = CUTTING ROOM FLOOR!

I am so thankfully grateful and blessed to repent and surrender to the forgiveness purpose and power  life is as I wonder how much more can be explored and learnt about  how brain damage and injury and personality disorders prolong the suffering amongst survivors in  society?
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I am inclined to ask further is that where division is supposed to conquer?
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In Gods Name Alone!
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Amen!
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Natural Flowism
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A Freedom of Being!
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Amen!
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Enough!
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Blessings & Freedom to all and whom it may concern?
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Amen!
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In the Spirit of Light and Freedom
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Darkness and Expansion
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In the name of the Father Son and Holy Ghost and Spirit!
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Amen!
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Unless Healed...CRF...pt 5

CRF = Cutting Room Floor!
The Hearing; the more she hates and speaks against the family the mòre the ones that have made the billionaire and billions will not pay out?
Evenly?
But within me feels a trap of bitterness and hate to try and control my own fate away from them rising around me to try and put a negative stamp upon ny identity to feel forced to need their demise?
I don't feel like i like that!
It feels wrong to me to live with the need to crush somebody!
Very wrong because it will cause more me and them pain!
But it feels like im being pulled back again and again to  this need for my ongoing attention?
It feels like someone has a need for me to turn around or away from the life I have created just to face off with them as enemies in deep and desperate need of attention! Someone very sick made alot of money it would seem then played it all out again right back to the poverty of where abuses first began? If that being me? Its very unfortunate!
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If i may I pray today to find everything brand new and unfamiliar to me amid writings about incest and the need and contact of continually stupified abusers! Whilst  recognising that  I do not feel I never have had the need for any of them and whatever they intend to achieve by as much as they can destroy!
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In the name of the Father Son and Holy Ghost!
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Amen!
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In Gods Name Alone!
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Natural Flowism!
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A Freedom of Being!
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Amen!
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Unless Healed....CRF....pt 4

CRF=Cutting Room Floor!


Where any Law officials are unwilling to recognise incest and its continuum and how the personality of others continue to prolong  the suffering of their survivors may we who so choose be spared their hatred and false concern which is continually perpetuated around us both deliberately and otherwise to force us who feel affected into an enforced obedience to the cruel forces of need greed and hatred by deed?
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In Gods Name Only!
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Natural Flowism
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A Freedom of Being!
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Enough!
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Unless Healed...CRF...pt 3

CRF= CUTTING ROOM FLOOR

What feels like it should have been healed a long time ago by now all seems rolled into possible connection to the  continuum of being stalked which has raised and brought forward and into play the horrible memories of incest some how?

Motherhood is great!
But not without its twists and turns
For those of us who survived sexual incest we inadvertently passed on emotional incest without even knowing or in some cases recongnising that is exactly what we had done. Not deliberately or sexually!

Stubborness and Definiance falsley appear to protect. Protected you as the parent as you fought your own siblings/guardians/carers or parents not to issue the abuses they experienced upon you. But that same stubbornness and obstinance turned right round and re-presented itself to you once you became a parent who tried to undo what your parents/abuser did to you before you were the parent trying to undo the very cruelty and abuse which was forced onto you.

Mind boggles as perceptions become skewered because that is not the same thing you were trying to do as a parent because of what had been done to you! But few know how to pay enough attention to the injuries in the brain or to the brain which cause that which makes the continuums of incest violence and emotional distresses and as a result cruelty continually possible!
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In Gods Name Alone!
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Amen!
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Natural Flowism
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A Freedom of Being!
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Praying for Divine Intervention from the most high! This is all I can say ask for it right now!
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Amen!
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For the sake of all our happinesses and Freedoms!
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Amen!
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Enough!
Amen!
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Bless & Freedom!
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Unless Healed...CRF...pt 2

CRF=CUTTING ROOM FLOOR

Incest has away of seeping into every area of your life, mind, and emotions. Personality disorders attached to it prolongs the suffering of others which flows out to the wider community. And if accepted erodes and changes society in general. Unannounced causing unseen unexpectedly animosity and inexplicable acts of hatred and ongoing unhealable pain. Incest has a footprint. Incest has a very big foot print which effects the economy lifestyle choices the atmosphere in very subtle ways leaving little trace and realisation of how its foot print has erased and projected life in all the wrong and right places, spaces, and in the body and minds of each generation and each race. It has left present an energy of confusion in society and confusion in the minds of many it has left and is leaving so much confusion in the minds of those trying to strive and achieve better than from whence they came!
Leaving many of us with misperceptions about status and wealth and in pain at having to re-live the hurt and pain of the abuse over and over again! Though even that can be healed by paying attention to where is has damage or injured the brain that way you can quite possibly switch off the constant repeated memories and pain!
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In Gods Name Alone
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Natural Flowism
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A Freedom of Being!
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Amen!
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Unless Healed..CRF....pt 1

CRF=Cutting Room Floor=Random Writings & Notes ÷ By No Order × By Feelings+Observation -♧◇♡♤■□●☆!

I am so Thankfully Gratefully Blessed to Repent and Surrender to the Forgiveness Purpose and Power Life is...

THE THROW DOWN...
This is about - What I feel and whst things people and circumstances feel like to me
These are random notes they may or may not relate to a truth!

...incapacity relating directly to time management. 

A lack of empathy and intrusion into my life because of a public person's persona or public life?

Dreading. Hating having to face or confront the sadistic plans or behaviour of a stranger who is stalking me in an unknown manner? Or in a style and manner akin to what is known in society as Press instrusion which in reference to Law may well be able to actually be seen as criminal offence?

The fact words almost fail me to express a knowing feeling that other people have deliberately made me and my daughter distraught and distressed and even delibrately hated and at certain times poor just so they can be rich and build their brands off the back our distress?
Possibly off the back of the incest violence and abuse I/we have been forced to suffer in our lives! Within that in my bid for us both to heal and know and heal in truth I realise I may be viewed as capitolising allbeit my own pain for gain. Even though initially it was all I could do to break free of a stalker and abusers restraints!

The fact the evidence of antics have become more obvious and true. Does is it really a link to incest and if so where or how will i ever find if necessary concrete the unequivocal truth, if needed?

A womans name was predicted in a reading with a pyschic a name which begins with a B?  


About to go to the store dreading the queues which will be already filled and waiting for my "appearance" as the compressing and oppression of a helicopter continues? Light aircraft pilot has already flown over!


I have been living in internal turmoil conflict and confusion about who and what to let go! It can feel and even appear to others (narcissists, sadists, mysognists)  like glee to be free and feel relieved having made the right decision to get up and out and away from their deeds! 

I have literally gratefully woken up today feeling air crushed to my chest in false wonder hating past regergating memories. 

As i can see pre see them now waiting to confront me!

Hated by the jealously or a false appearance of some kind ingrained in the search of those who seek to impress aristocrasy hound me mistakenly because I look like someone else for some reason which they cannot even articulate.

 I dont know how to trust...that I can ask life to be kept away from anyone incestuous rich or poor old middle class or young?

Dear God the Father and Mother may I finally be free of anyone who maybe chasing me because they are practising incest or are hiding something else in their current or ongoing practice sexual offences or unrest which is nothing to do with me!
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In Gods Name Alone!
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Natural Flowism
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A Freedom of Being!
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I am Grateful!
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Enough!
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Sunday 9 August 2020

Unless Healed....

As she sat watching and listening to a black women eloquently describe her pain and struggle

She searched to find the equivalent said using the same terms about race in a white women and could not find a peace said with the same sincerity. Not because it isn't there but just because she couldn't find it as easily!

It conjured up so many questions it is not like she had never experienced racism. Except it felt like it was from both white a black equally at times!

I knew she had said to herself she is just so fed up. She is emersed even though several generations removed in both sides of the story and prospective....so is this investigation being down or passed onto her from her Great Grand Father or Fathers and Mothers?

Why can she not hear it so easily and understandably from a white women?

Why can't she say anything without their being so much fear and initidation about what had been in the form of brutal cruel racism yet today so many of us are united in racism from racist as racist divided by racism because of the way we speak about race or feel about white women?!

Sick!
Sick of what looks like their attempts at the appearance of control and natural gravitation toward a belief system of supremact dominace and the right of entitlement to appear better than even the black man they lay their head down with yet it turns out something in their structure gives them that percentage above which makes them more likely to stalk someone else-considering it is supposed to be a crime to stalk someone else!

Is it in the Men or is there a statistic that show white men fell gullible to holding up traditionalism faster the black men? Or is that the other way round?

Is it the left over unspoken or hardly ever high-lighted fact and effects of slavery when the white man would put the white women on a rancid pedal stool (even though it wouldn't appear rancid) whilst the white man went out and found a black women to rape or truly fall in love with?

Have white women lived in forms of behavioural shackles ever since?

Force through every generation to out do and do more and more to prove a black women worthless because of the historic abandonment for the sake of sex addiction, rape, or love?

WITHOUT EMPATHY

It gets sickening and tiring when you just cannot be
And just be comfortable 
It is hard enough in general society overcoming the similations of generation upon generations of incest and all the ongoing bahavioural patterns that is allowed to turn into culture and tradition that creates across generations and every race!
But to then have to continually live through the ongoing affects of slavery in this very modern day embroiled in the modernisation of sex addiction and the sleight and stealth of paedaphila as it becomes so stylised to the point it is hardly recognised as a form of stalking behaviour goes beyond the goat!
It is enough to be done with the ongoing sexual intimidation some white females appear to want another to feel

Since they-white women or whitish looking women appear to have been seen as the most sexually  desirable and preferred in the world of the anointed does it mean they have been appointed to put a stop to what this sexual desire and profit has been?

Is that a weakness pending to be a strength to not be taken for granted as sex objects?

WITHOUT  FRIENDSHIP

Its gone past the sell by date to keep fight against the one in the similar mind!

That does not mean hand in hand or linked arms because that can also be just another sexually deviant alibi!

But so many of us are just sick and tired of the unecessarily stupid and the high tide and tithe profits of the sex abuse industries remarketing!

Which part of the brain is so defunction this situation still has coping with it over and over again?

And is it just a mixed race thing?
When for once in our lives we just want to hear it easy?

And not be in this constant division about our Mothers and their history or Our Fathers and their history?

And is really about race at all since it does not actual exist or is it about the sexual global profit race?

TUiD's Cutting Room Floor!


In the Cutting Room Floor!
Body parts speaks
They feedback to the brain
Because the Brain gave the body parts the command in the first place!


Yet again, it has been Variation of a theme of faces situated in the frankly spoken toilet visits!
There has also been Motorcyclist who project their energy onto the foreheads of others forcing them to touch the area the motorcyclist has stares at creating the look of  a false looking salute as the unwanted feeling of projection is brushed off!


 
The following works are carried out under the theme of: the most likely to....
...either going be yourself or compromise yourself in the playoff to Stop being so simple and nonchalant about the reality of the situation you are in! 
As the Unknown iRate Detective enters the freak out zone asking who brung on the need to panic?
Uninterrupted Pressured Rejection?

At the Yard of Alternative Training the following Question is being asked...
Does untreated Brain Damage take form in an individual become a collective and then go onto become a Cultural Traditions and a Social Norm?
In the Alternative Training Course Referred to as Therapy is the Process based at Natural Flowism Studios the following is being explained Asked and Considered...
Free flow Journal writing is an important part of psychotherapy it can help process and unblock a lot of unwanted troubling and disturbing thoughts and feelings!
In the form of personal therapy what does the creation of an irate character and detective really represent? Does it show someone feeling oppressed or living depressed due to being legally illegally abused?

Tuid...is still at home...

"Well what do think what must they have been through? High time we got rid of the label of black as aggressive and white as jealous and subservient or passive when neither is not always actual or true in such forms even though too often perceived and presented as such!”

"Eh?"

"Have white women unwittingly been forced to be seen as more sexualised and more sexually available and more easily attainable sexually whilst or when black women had not been and doesn’t that all lead back to the same place? That place of seriously dangerous and even subtle forms of physical spiritual psychological sexual and emotional rape?

"Which pornovirus cunt cam up with that and let that can out of the bag?”
“Be honest why do you think they are among the most likely in statics in the supposed higher figures that show white women are more likely to stalk than their black counter-parts and I will make it very clear it is not true of everyone not every white women has the tendency too stalk but I do want to at least begin to clarify and even expose the common myths and denominators.... your the detective your supposed to know them statics what is behind the most likely?"

"The one thing i have to do as a detective is make sure the people who claim they can solve a crime or an abusive situation are not the ones who created the crime or the abuse or problems against others in the first place. Especially when it comes to detecting and investigating stalkers ongoing assaults be they covert or overt!"

"What do you mean?"

"Stalkers are often unable or in some cases incapable of seeing where and how to appropriately respond in relationships due to the level of entitlement they often feel regardless of their race that is an important fact to know about stalking behaviours in relation to the history of the word! Stalking behaviours by the nature of obssession appear to  set out to cause years of doubt about their cruel evasive yet possessed behaviour patterns and antics. As a result they often gain ground among those people included their target who may be suffering from moments of much needed avoidance or those who have been forced out of  responding as they naturally or normally would due to  enforced trauma often by a stalker or domestic abuser aka former friend/spouse/family member this can cause conflict avoidant responses which may not be natural to the original character of  that person!"


"It is sad but true that all too often due to unprofessional persons or untrained personnel in positions of legal authority  willing or unwittingly all to often  stalkers are allowed and permitted to re-enter or sneak back into their victims or  targets life - as the victim or survivor attempts to heal from the very stalker who is again allowed to hide and continue levels of stalking antics around them due to being allowed to live near to their victims or have unlimited access to them in some form or the other! "

"So...you mean that a person that is either victimised or has already gone through being targeted by a stalker cannot even escape or find help whilst trying to escape the brutality of a stalker? Hence might be still forced to fight on against the stalker they are trying to heal from because no one can see what a stalker is?”

“That shows the extent of obsessional clinging control of the stalker. But what about when stalking emerges as a back drop or prelude of rape and incestuous rape where the feelings of a right of entitlement is in a family or even religious group/cult or sect is sky high?"

"It is the same thing as said before?"



“So they are still  predicting her whereabouts and behaviour in the most intimidating way it feels like they have no compassion for how she feels?”

“It has felt like a commune or a sect of people cold and heartless in their need to be proved correct about the personal business of someone else - without shame or any realisation that that is where a boundary should have been placed in the need to have and to hold and to know so much. All they see or all they know is how they need or must have it be. Yet callous if they have wrongly taken from ruthless and possessive over all possessions!”

“But aren't we all like that? Imagine you have an investigation which has taken years then you find out or work out the reason it has taken years is because the culprit of the crime was already covering up that they had been stalking somebody else the whole time which led you astray within the investigation so you will not concentrate on the life of the one doing the targeting but make a culprit out of the one who is reporting the crime?!”

“Yeah that would be one of them situations where it always leads back to the one left looking like a deer in headlights!”

“Yeah so that means the one left in distress and anxiety because of due to being attacked in the first place!”

“So to go on about their tactics and antics they would feel the need to go as far as to need to drop something on the floor to either let you know they have bought or had deliver the same product as you?”
“The obsessive intimidating and intrusive need to always need clues? “

(Random Clairaudience: They were asked not to leave the hotel a voice said at 23:45 on the 02/08/20?)

“This whole behaviour pattern has turned out to be completely;
Child done wrong and the most intimate methods of intimidation!”

“The need to constantly match up or be alike?”
“The uncanny appearance of team work everything is too neat and clean and tidy?”

“They've planned plotted and done something very nasty over something really small and stupid?”
“Has it been about A joke which back fired?”
“Why would that keep so many so loyal to its duration”?

“The case will remain open but I am still going with intention to remove or come between Mother and childern as possible motive and obsession, with accounts and reports of stalking or even those involved in recycling and using reports of survivors of stalking or those who re-write a survivors account will all be used as evidence in cases of murder even if remotely related or combined with what is written!” TUiD announces
“Fluff Daddy?”
“How many? Or so many unknown from travels all around the world?”
“I’m still curious about where when and why there was a need to surround the poet?”
“Jixy People?”

“Right...well... now there’s a story!”
“Money retrieved?”

“Fully and purely success at the ego's cost and behest?”
“Yah rich/yah rich/but it is when you have to put down and put upon someone/and then have to turn up and to let them know/dat dem riches don't glow!”
“Hilarious!”
“Is you ever lasting cuntahfunckingvirus!”
“I beg your pardon...do you mind....that is inappropriate and it is not funny!”





 
"So what this?"
"Church!"
"Whats with the singing?"
"What are they singing do you mean?"
"Yeah...wotz this?"
"They are now singing...Onward pissed off soldiers
No more willing to go to war
Never has there been such a victory..because before we were all in to much pain to see!"

"Innit in paedophilia that they pretend to be not the age which they are to lure and groom someone into a confidence or level of trust?"
"Yeah...does that mean all these turn up and pretend to be.....has meant what exactly?"